The last days i spent in school were not fun at all, i was praying so hard that they come to pass, but now i am out here not sure of what i want either. Yes i have job, which is every graduate's dream but i feel like i am not in the right place. Maybe i still have the student insticts at work in me but i am totally failing to adjust to my new life. some times i wish i was back at school.
What makes matters worse is that everyone expects so much from me now that i wake up everyday saying that i am going to work.
However sometimes i like it, the old village ladies vitually worship me, they look at me as a big man now, which i don't feel yet. But i enjoy the feeling of being called my old man's name. i feel like he has reincunated in me - maybe he has.
I pray that soon i will start enjoying to embrace the new me!
XOXO
